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  - h&Ducked. Bam. Verbed.&h
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 * tty :tty:
 ** the unix tty does not contain distractions
 only one program is running at a time in a vt. there are no notifications. there are no images.
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 * taf :taf:
 taf is my langjam 0003 project. page reserved for any future developments.
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+* what i learned from violet evergarden :vev:
+warning&This post has statements directed at the reader.&warning
+/Violet Evergarden/ was a truly beautiful show to witness. i cried many times,.
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+And it tells a very important story. Violet was a mess, but she never gave up.
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+It hurt. But she continued.
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+I want to be like Violet. I want to help. I want to make people feel better.
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+I want to be like all the people in that studio that created it.
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+They created an amazing show. And sometimes I correct myself to try to help /"better"/ but I think I should just follow my intuition more and more and— Until I get it.
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+Until I can go to someone and see how they're feeling and make their day a bit better, and mine too.
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+Not worrying about their future. Letting them grow on their own, watching over from a distance.
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+Letting go but being ready to catch.
+Leaving a sweet gift behind.
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+I want to spread more good. I want to feel good. I have hurt and will hurt more but I'll try my best not to and it's enough. I really hope I don't hurt anyone else.
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+Sometimes I want to live. Sometimes I'll want to live because no one is telling me what to do.
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+Every feeling is okay.
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+And it'll hurt.
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+But it is what it is. And I will still try.
+Even if I can help not even one person. I am worthy of existing.
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+And you are too and maybe it's overwhelming and writing that last sentence was definetly overwhelming for me but you just are worthy of existing and you can't deny it.
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+No one is bad.
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+I wish you luck.
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+Goodbye